I'm starting to get apprehensive about my chartership results......

And my jealousy of Helens sucess is leading me to think I need to leave icl to get my career moving. However, I may not be as good as I think I am. I can't threaten to leave and hope for a bigger pay rise....I have to leave but do so in a way that means I can always come back. However, if I came back I would never get promoted much higher than pm.

Still not sure what to make of this high flyers programme....I don't think anything will come of it! It's secret for a reason and it stands little chance of getting through icl's conservatism.